I’m serious when I say I feel like I’m gonna be “forever alone.” Not like those girls that have had boyfriends before and now go around whining about how they’re “forever alone.” No. I honestly feel this way.
I’ve never had a guy be interested in me and I truly feel that I never will. And that’s a scary thought.
It’s a scary thought for a girl whose always dreamed about her wedding and children and just domesticity as a whole. It’s a terrifying thought for a girl whose been planning out her wedding songs and names for her kids since she was fifteen.